picture talk!

lookiiee lookiiee.. im just done with another photo edit.. from photoshop.. teach by my younger sister. i like it.. it represent some of my feeling. people always judge my look.. but i try to be Me.. coz thats ME..


have a nice day..

teddy bear

i went from "LOOKING"

to "IGNORING"

from "HATING"

to "MISSING"

from "LOVING"

to "LOSING"

from "LOVE"

to "HATE"

from "HAPPY"

to "SADNESS"

from "SMILLING"

to "CRYING"

from "HELLO"

to "GOODBYE"

sunnies

its me.. im just so bored. then i remember i bought Gogirl! magazine . its the most awesome magazine i've ever had. it has a bonus in it.. so here i am with the bonus.. nice rite??

test

This is one of my favorite pieces from the H&M Fall Fashion collection. Check it out at hm.com

im follow me

i forgot how did it happen, i dont know what i click.. i actually followed myself.. how silly me ..

a friends big day

It was my elementery friends big day,, she so lucky to marry a foreign America. It was my first time being in a formal "private" wedding party. it was really really "private". Not as like any other Indonesian wedding. This time, the invitation was very limit. She even only invite the four of us (me, and three other elementery friends, but to bad one of our friend cant make it). We came a bit early, we even dicided to wait at the lobby since we dont recon any guest as our friends.

So, like I said it was my first time being in a private wedding party. Only close relatives, best friends, and a few colleques. I never thought it was going to be really really private. Because as we all know that the more the merrier isnt it. heheh.. well maybe its because it a "private" party anyway.

But then i found out that it was not only me who's amaze by this cute private party, a friend of mine also. She kept on saying, "where are all the guest? are you sure we should be here. Is it really her wedding".. boy she did ask alot. hehehe.. it was kinda funny anyway because we were "lost" somehow, not only because of the number of guest but also by the "food". O dear.. we were such a hungry wolfs, but then again, it was a private party, so what can you expect, the food was as much as the guest.

Then we got home and my friend dicided to go to McDonald, she was not satify with the menu... hahahha.. what an experience.

*anyway, the wedding girl, hands me the bouquet to hold coz she was about to cut the cake ... and a simple wish i said "i hope i can be the next wedding girl" !!

god answers all my prayer..

Alhamdullilah, i dont know what to say, im so speachless that day. all i can remember today is that i pray to Allah, i said "when can my family gathered like the old times".. and once i prayed .. "im so tired of working, i cant even find a reason why should i work. i have no purpose at all" .. now Allah has answerd my questions, he made our family gathered again, even only for a while. and now i know whats the reason i should work, now even harder this time,, its because my family needs me... its them, they are the reason i should be working harder and harder...

i know that sometimes Allah doesnt grand our wishes without any mean.. this is his way of making me understand that in order to get what i want, i must do what i dont want. so that i learn from it. so that i wouldnt be dissapointed one day. so that i will be tougher in his way...

amin amin amin...

now that i know it. i hope Allah gave me more power to do his will... amin..