Alhamdullilah, i dont know what to say, im so speachless that day. all i can remember today is that i pray to Allah, i said "when can my family gathered like the old times".. and once i prayed .. "im so tired of working, i cant even find a reason why should i work. i have no purpose at all" .. now Allah has answerd my questions, he made our family gathered again, even only for a while. and now i know whats the reason i should work, now even harder this time,, its because my family needs me... its them, they are the reason i should be working harder and harder...
i know that sometimes Allah doesnt grand our wishes without any mean.. this is his way of making me understand that in order to get what i want, i must do what i dont want. so that i learn from it. so that i wouldnt be dissapointed one day. so that i will be tougher in his way...
amin amin amin...
now that i know it. i hope Allah gave me more power to do his will... amin..
August 22, 2010
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